PTSD and Fate Hanging in the Balance
This was my last day at the camp! It was clearer this morning. In the corridor of the store-front leading to the beach in my run this morning, a few lumps of lifeless forms lay, bodies of homeless people sleeping together in a sack keeping themselves warm. A few feet away a family slept below the shelter of a rickshaw under thin blankets and a couple of stray dogs also curled up close to them. I did my 5K on the beach. As always, there were already people walking the beaches with a few joggers. I thought since I had been to Obat for the last two days, it would be someone else’s turn. I was already in the van going to Hope Clinic and everyone piled in and only one doctor was getting into the van heading for Obat. The coordinator then asked me whether I would go to Obat, I hesitated since I thought I should say my last goodbye to the people I worked there at Hope Clinic. Also I wished to visit the Malaysian Field Hospital on our way home....